Considering her mothers latest attack on her just last night it was
difficult for her to do anything without being in excruciating pain.
Her mom was furious last night and she always took it out on
Sienna when the two were alone. Her mom was out running
errands for the day and she wasn’t expecting any company so
she felt as if it were the perfect time to cry about everything
she’s been holding in so long. The emotional pain, the physical
pain, the stress, the guilt, the self-blaming, insomnia.. She
always knew she could be an awful person at times, leading her
to believe maybe she deserves the stuff her mother does to her
her. The cigarette burns up her arms and inner thighs, even
along her stomach. She felt like she deserved it all.
“The pills aren’t mine. They aren’t for me.” Her voice was
stern and loud as her eyes stayed locked onto the small
baggie of pills that the other was holding that most likely
that fell put of her pocket. Taking a deep breath she
lowered her voice to a much softer level. “But I need
them back.. Please..”
"Are you just gonna walk away? We need to talk about this!" Lauren swallowed hard, "If you say it didn’t happen.. I believe you.."
Sighing loudly, she crossed her arms over her chest
and glared at the other. “Are you sure about that?
Because you didn’t seem too sure a few seconds
"But why would she lie about seeing you two? I don’t know what to think at this moment, you can’t blame me for that."
“I don’t know? Why don’t you go figure it out
and then come back here once you realize
it’s all bullshit?”